Feelings that can't share out.

March .
I have been changed for the last two months ,grow younger and immature ahha.
Hanging out with my popular's friend meanwhile a best friend of mine is in national service ,another is in utar .
It been great ,for the first time hanging out with "not your best friends" the stress are released and enjoy more than that . No rules and regulations when with my popular's friends ,can't be that childish if i were with my best friends cause they are way so mature than me  ;)
And yet ,blog i miss you . So glad i'm back huh ?Well i'm back just to update some photos with them .
They give me so many nicknames ,and i'm so silly and cute to have their attention haha .im praising myself oh god :P
I liked them .

Amazing huh ? everyone is looking at us that time  .

Zibin ,Edwin,Min yi and me :)

All of us (chew ,philip ,thong ,ming ) .

Super tall dude have to hold camera and the least last tall guy named philip have to go behind :D

ALL OF US :)

Me and a pretty girl :)

On the beach - teluk batik 

Me ,min yi and ming 

Wah both of us looks so red :D

Well me and him (edwin) - i thought i will never find this picture . eheheh 

1 2 3 chik chak :P

Without specs and my face looks so red than him :O

I like to bully him ,he looks like you , my stupid sissy friend -dum dum :P

why they looking at me ?:O 

Thing get harder during this month .it been a bad and unlucky month for me ..i keep on tripping and fell down ,it just like those days back then in school year .
Oh ya ,got my 2012 school magazine ,and my picture is so fugly /.\  damnn i so regret that i just took simply without combing my hair .aiyerrr .

My SPM result was fine to me ,however i told others that my results is bad . LOL .
I just afraid to tell out and let people know . I only tell to my best friends and i can trust de friends and even you or maybe you forgotten :)

Hmm blog ,i want to tell you something . ERMM .
 I liked someone ,perhaps that person too had that feeling ..somehow he is afraid to start a relationship with me because he scare of the future and scare i dump him /.\ hehhe or the opposite  :P ?or maybe he scare he hurt me cause he said he like to play and chat with girls when he had one ..that goes to me too i like to play too . and i don't mind at all seriously . And i wanna think the future together with you ,not only you :/
He doesn't know i had this feeling too ...so you must not tell you know that ><
Oh oh oh got one time i nearly wanted to hug him in sitiawan when i and him watching the oceans during the night  /.\ bombastic  LOL ,however i manage to control myself by acting cool muahhaha if not he will like : what the heck re you doing ? if that happens ,i think i gonna say : oh my hands needs help from your shoulder cause my mind says so lol and i scare i fall down .
aiyaaa silly me ,and more worst stupid  .
I'm not that kind of girl like a princess ,only needs him by my side always ...im just like him ,i don't like to be watch 24hours . So what should i do bloggie sigh?Will it be a hurting answer for me again?
hmm don't worry ,i have confident yes sir ! :D . i will keep waiting for that answer :)Sometimes i'm afraid to find him as i feel like i'm so annoying ,am i ?i think so yes cause he didn't find me :(
How i wish we can go out together with friends and really had fun together hehe :)

This brother cares me a lot although same age ,i'm happy to meet him  and on that day he bought me a present just to cheer me up :)

Form 5 -ex sergeants some more :(
It should be nine sergeants

Ps :
I love to watch people smile when i make them laugh ,i found it so cute and had this feeling : i'm glad i can make your mood back on ,and please smile no matter facing what problem :)